Special message
This is special notice for the following people who have made me wait:
This message is for Ricky. When I was sick as a dog and could not move after my spinal tap. I was suffering from severe migrains and could not move. I could barely crawl let alone eat. You promised to come over with food because I had none. I was weak and unable to move. You promised. You never showed.
This message is for Greggory. You promised time and time again that you would spend the week with me. Then it was half a week because… you were at a friends. Then it was a couple of days. I made a nice dinner the first night you never showed. I put you stuff on the porch the last night you didn’t show.
This message is for the health card in my wallet. I need a specialist. Thanks for having me see a primary care physician who told me exactly what I knew. I need a specialist. Thanks for having me wait 30days to tell me what I already knew.
This message is for the disease that was supposed to kill me within five years.
That was six years ago.
This message is for anyone who has ever had to make me wait for no fuckin reason whatsoever.
your special message is:
Im not waiting anymore. I’m moving on with my life.
This message is for Ricky. When I was sick as a dog and could not move after my spinal tap. I was suffering from severe migrains and could not move. I could barely crawl let alone eat. You promised to come over with food because I had none. I was weak and unable to move. You promised. You never showed.
This message is for Greggory. You promised time and time again that you would spend the week with me. Then it was half a week because… you were at a friends. Then it was a couple of days. I made a nice dinner the first night you never showed. I put you stuff on the porch the last night you didn’t show.
This message is for the health card in my wallet. I need a specialist. Thanks for having me see a primary care physician who told me exactly what I knew. I need a specialist. Thanks for having me wait 30days to tell me what I already knew.
This message is for the disease that was supposed to kill me within five years.
That was six years ago.
This message is for anyone who has ever had to make me wait for no fuckin reason whatsoever.
your special message is:
Im not waiting anymore. I’m moving on with my life.
posted by Gavin Elster at 2:21 PM
3 Comments:
Wow, now this blog is getting really good. Can't wait to see what the next chapter in your life is. I do hope it's filled with love, laughter and maybe some really cool car chases and explosions - you now, just enough drama to keep in interesting but nothing like the shit you've had to deal with in the past 20 years.
There's the old saying, "That which does not kill you will only make you stronger." You must be a fucking Jedi by now!
I love you with that kind of love that you're supposed to have - the unconditional kind. Get used to it.
I love you too. Oh and your brother is a hottie!
I am my own coyote.
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